Addendum

I feel marginally better.
Kris and I made up. Kinda.

I am still stressed. Feeling scatterbrained and a few steps from freefalling.
Not sure I'm up to the challenge the next few weeks will present but I'm going to try really hard.
There's got to be a word for this feeling. There are words (might I say, maybe some useless ones?) for EVERYthing. Surely something encompasses the fear, determination, apprehension and reluctance I have been feeling lately.
I'll have to think about it.

Also, I made a new friend tonite. :-)

Much love,

'Quel